All by myself

I see all kinds of things on social media but I have not seen this anywhere. First let me say I am not a gay woman and I am not Bi. I have experienced many things in my nearly 50 years of life. I was raised in what I believe to be a stable environment with loving parents and family. I grew up happy and generally fulfilled. I was 16 when I thought I was in love and had sex for the first time. He dumped me about a month later after getting in my pants four times. Over the next few years I explored my sexuality with multiple partners ( about 20). In college I explored my attraction to other women and had six separate experiences. I went down the aisle with husband number one at 23 and repeated that mistake two additional times. I am currently single and have never had or wanted children.
My confession is unique apparently as I have never seen it expressed anywhere. I find pleasuring myself a far more satisfying experience than being with anyone else—man or woman. I no longer seek sexual release with anyone other than myself. I have lots of friends of both sex but none of them are sexually attractive to me.
I will probably never find a lover and frankly I don’t give a damn.

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Silvia Sex May 01, 2026 at 11:56 am 0 0