EmotionlessRobotic Me

I am a self diagnoses sociopath. I am only 18, but am VERY well read. I have insomnia, so I stay up reading free PDF files of 3 year old college textbooks. I have been able to accurately diagnose myself as an extremely by-the-book sociopath. I don't care about people. I research how to act like a socially adequate human being, and have human interaction down to a science. I have had a couple girlfriends, and they never knew how cold and dead I am inside. I am in serious need of money in the next 6 months, so I just posted my first of probably many ads as a hitman on the underweb. The only reason I'm not a serial killer, is due to the lack of sadistic notions. Meaning, I don't gain pleasure from others' pain. But if i'm getting paid to kill someone, then i gain something. I'm positive I wont lose any sleep over it. I'm like a robot. A machine. Just... heartless. And its exhausting. Acting like I'm not.

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anonymous Other December 03, 2015 at 12:00 am 0 0