obsession

Every time i meet a girl that i really like, i develop a crush and constantly text them like some sick puppy dog. Even if they tell me to stop, and if they don't respond back i get upset because i take it as rejection. i have some thought that they are just playing hard to get. One of them was my ex girlfriend. Whom we started having relations. while she had a boyfriend. We dated for years. We go out and try to be friends and feelings come out. I think that is where this started from. I have since then passed on this trait onto other girls who i would consider to be something i really wanted and turn into the dark side of the person that they wanted. Usually it would scare them away. I pretend that it hasn't happened and only the people that i have acted that way towards know my secret. When i see them in person i am normal. When i am away and here on social media, i am someone else. My dark side comes out and i must confess it is scary.

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anonymous Weird June 08, 2015 at 12:00 am 0 0