UGH i feel so bad --

My best friend is in love with me, and after i rejected her and i was so nice, she lost her fucking mind and is mad at me all the time, she embarrasses me in front of my friends, she ALWAYS tells people that I just have sex with girls and then I leave them, and she freaks the fuck out when I talk to other girls (no matter who it is), i don't even want to be around her some days, but if I leave her #1. It'll be more drama and i hate drama... this is enough drama for me ... #2. She'll send people after me and #3. She's so manipulative and can twist the story so that I look like a COMPLETE asshole... #4. I don't wanna lose my friend.
But between all that she kind of had this thing for about 2 weeks (they didn't even have sex and she lies about what went on with them to BOTH of us) with one of her patients (after she had been discharged, so it wasn't illegal) but then my friend manipulated both me and this other girl so that we went crazy, she lied SO much. Then me and that same girl started talking...
We went behind her back and she came over today... It was the best day of my life... we literally ordered sushi, watched tv and made out all day... and after much conversation... I have such strong feelings for her. Now we're kind of together.
So now I don't want my friend to kill me and I don't want to keep the poor new girl a secret, she's been through enough...
Am I an asshole?... cuz i feel like one

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anonymous Disgusting February 03, 2013 at 12:00 am 0 0