Tired Of Everybody Else s Issues

I have been an idiot, always putting others first in my life as I was taught in church. Nice guys finish last. People I helped in my youth were able to far outpace me because of my help. NONE of them ever returned the favor. In relationships I always worked hard to be understanding and kind, only to bear more and more responsibility for day to day issues of survival. My wife was a lazy bitch all stuck up over her Humanities degree, who never found anything better than a minimum wage job. I worked extra hours and hard physical jobs to provide a decent place to live. In the end, she didn't even contribute to monthly bills. She always seemed to have money for the things she wanted. Without my knowledge she got a bunch of credit cards. I was led to believe she had saved for years, and she took a nice European vacation of 3 weeks for herself; actually on credit cards. After I left her, she filed for bankruptcy and somehow got my name on it. My bills were never BQ'ed out, yet I spend the rest of my life fighting for credit and being told that I had gone through a BQ.

I am sick and tired of putting other people first. Fuck absolutely everybody. Tired of hearing your sob stories. Tired of watching you spend like drunk sailors in a whore house. Tired of the weeping when your car dies and you depend on me to fix or replace it. Tired of co-workers who have no idea how to do their jobs. I won't be teaching anybody else how to do their job, unless I manage them and get paid to do so.Tired of being the team player that gets passed over for advancement, because I don't go drinking 3 times a week with the "Team".

Life was so much better when I was single. I lived happily within my budget and managed to save a piece of my income every week. Thinking about literally selling every thing, blowing off everybody and moving someplace I've never been. Nobody cares about me, why should I spend so much time handling their problems in life?

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Sickofitall Work February 13, 2019 at 8:20 am 2 0