I Am Sorry

If it wasn't for my lie, you and I would still be together now. I never told you that he still lived in my house, while the divorce was pending. We were not in a sexual relationship, in fact he slept in another room while he was looking for a new place. He was also very jealous and followed me, leaving my young children home sleeping in their beds. You and I were planning our lives together and the next day, he was putting bullet holes in your front door from his car window. For three years I ache for you, I know from others you have not moved on. I wish we could be together and I will wait for that day, even if it comes when you are 70 and I am 75. \"I love you, you're that very special part of me.\" That was your song for me, and I play it once every day to remind me of how stupid I was for thinking he would take the news so easily. I have always loved you and only you. I will go to my grave loving you.

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anonymous Dating August 22, 2009 at 12:00 am 0 0