Im fucked up

People have always told me I'm fucked, but I only took the time to reflect on my behaviour just now and realised I am actually insane. Let me start with the least fucked up things about me; I'm addicted to sex, I want to be a pornstar, I drink a lot and write myself off making myself vulnerable in dangerous areas, I got arrested last night and told the cop "shut the fuck up you ugly bitch" and continued to scream abuse at them but I was lucky they decided I need to be hospitalised instead of taken to the station so I was forced into an ambulance. I sometimes cry and talk to the furniture, I cut myself and it gets me off, I have the most intense rape fantasies and actually hope that someone rapes me because role play rape doesn't give me that fear and adrenaline rush. I love being choked, hit, tied up, bitten and controlled during sex. I also like kinky role play, having a knife held to my throat and dragged across my body.I'm a slut, I'm bisexual, and I steal vibraters from the sex shop all the time. I love performing oral sex and will do it to almost anyone. I also sold my body for pot one time. I hate people so much but I want to fuck everyone.... I like being put into a headlock until I pass out just for fun and ask people to do that to me all the time. Yesterday I got someone to do it and he held on for too long and I had a seizure, but I liked having the seizure and asked him to do it again. I like cuddling with random people with no emotional attachment or further contact. I love animals and can't stand to see them in pain, but I don't give a fuck if people are in pain. I hope the entire human race gets wiped out. One time a bus driver pissed me off so i lodged a complaint saying he was drunk and ran over a dog when he didnt actually do anything wrong, i have been in a lot of physical fights with guys and im a girl.
I guess you feel normal now after reading all that. I have much worse confessions that will never be shared and I also have about 4 mental illnesses, hope I made you feel better about yourself :)

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anonymous Weird September 14, 2013 at 12:00 am 0 0