Two weeks ago I did something I really regret. My husband and I have been married 36 years and I love him. Sex is still good but not mind-blowing. Over the memorial day weekend, we had a few people from the neighborhood over and opened our pool for the year. We all were drinking and after everyone left one guy friend was still at our house. He did not want to drive after drinking and we told him he could stay in a spare room.
It was after midnight and I got up to get a glass of water. I thought I would check on our guest and he was in the room with the lights still on and the door partially open. He was laying on the bed looking at his phone and he was naked. He had the biggest dick I ever saw and it was hard. I knew it was wrong but I stood and just stared at him. I was wearing a night-shirt with no bra or panties underneath. I froze when I saw him look up and directly at me. I stuttered asking if he needed anything but I did not move. He got up and walked over to me, my eyes were glued to his thing.
He asked me something about if I liked what I saw and he brushed his hands over my hard, poking nipples. He then took my hand and placed it directly on his dick. My hand did not wrap all the way around it. I realized I was stroking him, just starring at it. The TV was on in the room and I knew I should walk away but I let him run his hands over me, it felt so good. I let him pull my nightshirt off over my head and then he had a finger inside me. I was so lubricated it slid in easy. I ended up bent over the bed and let him stick his penis inside me without any condom or protection. He felt so incredible inside me I had a climax pretty quickly. I wanted to cry but I did not stop him or move away. Then, he started to cum inside me. I could feel his dick pulsating and throbbing. It filled me so full
When he pulled it out of me I felt so ashamed. I grabbed my nightshirt and put it back on and went back to bed. My husband was still sleeping and I had been gone for just over an hour. I wanted to wake him up and tell him what I had done but I just lay there in my shame.
I got up early before my husband and I took a long shower. The friend got up and asked if I was ok. I told him I felt terrible and he said it was just the alcohol and nothing. He kissed me and then left. My husband got up a little later and I stripped the bed and washed the sheets. I had leaked and left a big stain. My husband must not have seen it, he never said anything but I still feel terrible but I still think about the guys dick and how big and hard he was.
DeannaSex June 09, 2020 at 12:14 am
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Yes you did, but don’t beat yourself up, attribute it to the alcohol and a one time experience, I am sure you release that the guy with the huge cock was most likely baiting you, he was naked on the bed and the door was open, it was causal sex that didn’t mean anything. As for telling your husband why hurt him and pay for this for the rest of your life? Please take it from me if you love him don’t put him through the hurt and pain this will cause. If you feel really bad give him a hall pass one day without him knowing why you are giving it to him? If the tables were turned at it was your husband that went for a glass of water and a hot naked women was on the bed with the door open what would he have done? Would he have passed on the opportunity or would he bend her over?
Take care.... life is too short to carry guilt over one incident!
Triston 6 years ago
I agree, it was just a one time thing. What do you look like? Boobs, curves, hair, ....do you consider yourself attractive? jim 6 years ago
Jim STFU! anonymous 6 years ago
Forgive yourself you are human. We are not perfect by any means. Say nothing to your hubby. You unloading your guilty conscience on him will not make you feel any better trust me. Been there done that. What it does is hurt him and then the anger will start. My experience was a very pissed off wife now my warden for the next 10 yrs and I was forever more on probation. anonymous 6 years ago
You enjoyed sex with this guy, may be you can see him every now an then and more sex satisfaction in your life. bobby 6 years ago
I am shocked that people honestly think they should get away with sexual evil acts and just cuz you can get away with it doesn't mean you should do it or that you will get away with it. afterall, bashing others to get sex first from someone else and you bash down any competition is no less a sin then any other sin of harm. all is not fair in love and war and god sees it all and knows what you do. you over sexed lowing your soul down to the pits of hell of every sexual sin there is with another does not make you better then a person who masturbates or who watches porn to get rid of the sexual frustrations and hurts of missing out because you sole more sex then you know you deserved to have. god sees it all. he does punish and he will pay back the robbers and rapists and takers who take more then their own reasonable share in this world. its not able being over zealous to sins being punished but the foolishness of those who think its ok to do anything to harm others who they see as competition so they can get more and more sex like a shark hunting prey is not healthy and sins are seen by god. its no less evil then murder, robbery or tax evasion. rape is wrong. stealing a lover is wrong. stealing someone elses lover is wrong. taking what is not yours by marriage is wrong. having sex outside marriage is wrong. just cus you can doesn't mean you should have sex everytime you want it like a spoiled child who has never learnt the word NO! aman 6 years ago
Dear I am shocked that people.....Do think she should tell her husband or ask god for forgiveness and not tell her husband? Can you forgive her if she forgives herself? Have you ever masturbated once in your life and if so did you forgive yourself? Other than biblical why do you think it is such taboo, it is not hurting anyone and their are some advantages by experts in this filed that would encourage it. My last question have you ever really let your hair down and enjoy sex with no guilt. I am not by any means trying to insult you I am interested in why you are so aggressive on someone that is confessing that they feel so guilty, I would suspect she is looking for forgiveness and not being berated in such a manner. I agree with you she will have to answer to god but perhaps you can give her some uplifting advice from a god that forgives? Take care and be kind to others. Bless you and your family.
Anon 6 years ago
Something similar happened to me almost 40 years ago, I have posted it here today after reading your confession. Mature Housewife 6 years ago
So hot. You slept next to your husband with the left overs of a large load of another man's seed between your legs. Even after washing out it leaked that much. He must have been very excited to be inside of you when he released. Will 6 years ago
Stop beating yourself up over this event. Its in the past and there is nothing you can do about it. Please keep your mouth shut and don't tell hubby, he is better off not knowing. Jack 6 years ago
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