Always want more

My husband and I have dull sex life he is very small and he never wants to give oral just receive. After 8 yrs married I started talking to a ex when I was 14 who i madly loved and always thought about. We talked for 3 wks and escalated to dirty talk and me basically offering myself to him although he is married with kids and has no intention to leave his wife. We finally meet in a hotel and i attack him im so hot for him i give him head and he fingers me and when i climb on top to ride him he loses his hard on. He left soon after and i was so upset. After all that i try to get together again and he ends things. That day i felt so upset he broke my heart twice i started scrolling random hook up sites and met this guy in a hotel
Room at lunch i didnt know we fucked like rabbits he fucked me how i always wanted. We met again the next day also and all i can think about is having sex again. Im worried i wont be able to stop. I know its dumb and dangerous and i was careful when fucking him but now that i experienced that type of fuck its all i want..

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anonymous Relationships August 20, 2016 at 12:00 am 0 0