In my formative years my Mom was my main source for information about puberty and “becoming a woman “. She taught me about reproductive organs, periods, training bras and virginity. About boys, peer pressure and pregnancy. She guided me and advised me and sometimes controlled me.
When I was in my early teens she told me about what to expect the “ First Time “. It was not about giving myself to the love of my life type talk. Instead it was about the agonizing pain, the prolific bleeding, the embarrassment, awkwardness and gossip.
I was scared to death ( just as she intended). I recall her warning me that guys loved to get a tight pussy and just tear it wide open getting there hard cocks into it. She never threatened me or coerced me but she manipulated and monitored me.
When I finally decided I was ready at 17 I honestly expected terrible pain. Some of my friends had confessed about their first time and it was often described as the most intense moment of their lives.
My first time was almost painless and the bleeding was minimal. It wasn’t until I did it a second time with a guy that was really hung did I realize I wasn’t unusual. My first guy was just very small.
Does that ring a bell girls???
ShellySex May 17, 2026 at 3:36 pm10
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