Time to bring up the past

I have been sexually active since I was 15. In my teens I was a wild child. Lots of poor decisions and many things I don’t like to talk about. I have hooked up with at least 40 guys probably more than that—-I have lost track of a lot of it over the last 20 years.
No I am engaged and happy but my past is haunting me. A lot of people know my past and some of them can testify first hand to my past history. My fiancé is not dumb and he has not asked questions. I assume he knows some of my past and he doesn’t want to open that door because he also has a past. I know nothing about his early years but he was married before and it didn’t last very long. He left her and she got married right away so I know he has experienced infidelity and betrayal. I am not cheating and not interested in anyone else but I have this past that is hanging over my head.

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Elaine Relationships August 21, 2025 at 10:58 am 0 0