My Strange Night

I met my husband in our freshman year of college. We married in our senior year. We have been married nearly 20 years. We have a good solid marriage. We have two children that we adore and are very proud of even on their bad days.
Last month I went home to attend my aunts funeral and spend a little time with my mom. One morning I ran into an old guy friend (not a boyfriend) and went out for a quick lunch. He was so much fun and we talked nonstop about our high school days. We decided to have a cocktail the next night and you can probably guess what happened. We had sex and I wasn’t drunk. A little too relaxed perhaps but not loosing your judgment drunk. It was exhausting and exhilarating. I came home the next day and have been living with the guilt ever since.
I am not a big on the sex for fun craze. I lost my virginity at 17 to a guy I thought I loved. He dumped me after the third time I had sex with him. I did a one nighter the summer before I went away to College (18) and I have been with my husband ever since college. I have never cheated-never wanted to cheat.
So here I am in my 40’s, happily married, children almost raised and totally in love with my husband. Why oh why did I do it

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Jeannette Relationships August 06, 2026 at 12:36 pm 0 0