i was sexually abused by my uncle when i was 8

When I was 8...I used to be so fond of my uncle...we all had a family gathering...and he was there...we enjoyed all day long....at night I was so overwhelmed.... I told my uncle innocently that I wanted to sleep with him and wanted him to tell me stories...so he tells to go....well that was because I so much idolized him....and then we were in his bed ..and everybody was asleep....I had no idea when I went into a sweet slumber in my sweet uncles arms....and then suddenly I was woken up by someone touching me...touching my privates...first I thought it was me dreaming...but then I realised it was my uncle....slipping his hands into my unders....end touching my p****....I was shocked and freezed...I simply had no idea wat was going on...I just lay still in utter shock...and there he was...touching me there ...and then he did something horrifying...he put his penis into my hands....end started moving his hands up and down....I was such a kid to know whats going on....I just lay there like his puppet...I don't remember what all happened after that....but all I know is that my life was devastated....I was shattered and so scared of my uncle...I just couldn't understand what had happened...and that night horrifies me till date...now i'm 21 ...and he's married with 2 kids...but I just can't forget that night...its now that I understand what it did to me...and its just so devastating what he has done to me...I never told anybody in life about it...not even my family...I always thought they would be angry on me...I just can't get over him...he's not like all over my mind all time...I mean I m a medical student...I have a loving boyfriend...gr8 frnds...but still.on some nights...I get just so depressed and blue...and I cry my heart out...I dunt know what to do...I just want to rip out that part of my life....coz of him I don't ever trust anybody....coz of him I

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