New found pleasure

At 48 my 25 year marriage is falling apart. My only son took a job transfer and now lives in New York. My husband and I have sex "maybe" twice a month so I had succumbed to almost daily masturbation. That is, until I met Neil back in January at of all places, a church bizarre. It started with having lunch with him a few times and has turned into a twice a week sex filled afternoon. Neil is 41 and divorced and is without a doubt the best sex partner I have ever been with including a few guys I dated before my husband. The first few months were incredible and still are as I experienced sexual intercourse in positions I never dreamed of. He introduced me to some sex toys and aside from normal sex has me so aroused at times I want to scream. My husband has a larger penis than Neil but all my husband ever wants is to screw me doggy style. Each time Neil performs oral sex on me and I can't remember the last time my husband has. These sessions last 3 or 4 hours and I don't ever remember having so many orgasms in so short a time. I let Neil dominate me and at times let him spank me as he penetrates me with sex toys or a vibrator. I have even submitted to anal sex which I have never experienced before. I haven't given my husband a blow job in many years but every week now I do it for Neil. I actually like playing with his genitals and like looking at him naked. I doubt my husband has any suspicion of the affair I'm having and I am at the point where I don't care anymore. A few years ago I am sure my husband had an affair with a woman where he works but he always denied it. I should have but don't have any feeling of guilt or shame.

---

Paula Relationships July 11, 2019 at 7:09 pm 1 0