Moms boyfriend raped me

1 was 17 and my mom started seeing a man. He never said much to me. She had only introduced me once as her son. I didn’t like him. He would stay over and walk ti the bathroom and kitchen naked. I said something once and he ignored me.
I was showering before school. My mom had left for work and he was still in bed. I heard something as I turned the water off and then he opened the shower curtain. He was naked. He grabbed my by the throat and lifted me out of the tub. I grabbed his arm but he was extremely strong. I was 120 lbs and he was maybe 220.
He kicked my ankles out from under me and forced me to the floor on my stomach. He had his knees in my thighs and I couldn’t move. His hand was around my neck forcing me down. He had something and I felt a cold oily liquid on my butt and then he worked some of in my crack and I was panicking when he rubbed it into my ass. But I literally could not move with all the weight on me.
Then I felt his knees force my legs apart and immediately felt him using his hand to situate his dick. He grabbed my hair and forced my face sideways into the tile. All he said was to relax and he would go easy, otherwise it’s gonna hurt.
He already had the head in before I could process what he said.
I went into a trance. I was staring at the lever on the air vent and lost track of time and space. He fucked me for I don’t know how long. He groped my ass slapped it. I was crying but couldn’t hear myself. Just silence and flesh slapping. He used his knees and pushed my legs further apart and went deeper and that’s when the pain sort of drew me out of my trance. Then I knew he was getting close to finishing and was terrified he would really damage me. Thankfully he didn’t. I was held still by my head in the floor and his hand on my right lower back with his body weight. He came and it did hurt.
He immediately pulled out and pulled me to my feet. Made me shower with him. He told me to get dressed. Then he said just real casual that I may have some bleeding and if I still had cum in me that it would leak out for a while and to put some folded toilet paper in my underwear. Then he said not to take it too seriously and this didn’t make me gay. And that he wasn’t gay but to him he felt like he was fucking a girl.
I had a girlfriend at the time and we were getting close to having sex but I quit trying because I felt so emasculated. She eventually broke up with me and relationships have been tough ever since.

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anonymous Disgusting January 09, 2022 at 5:32 am 1 1