Our marriage for eight years was by far ideal and loving, and the envy of other couples.
Why I am confessing.....to show the love to another person and letting them go, it broke my heart but it was the right thing to do. With that said anger came into play and one last time in bed was a must.
What turned the marriage trouble conceiving on both of our parts equally.
The most loving words that I have ever heard in my life was from my wife when I came home to tell her the results of fertility test that I took. She cut me off mid stream and said “whatever the results you are about to tell me I love you and we will always be together”.
Going forward after five years of trying to conceive and dealing with her frustration and days of crying and tears that tore me me to pieces and the worst words that I have ever heard... I asked her what percentage of blame do you but on me for not being able to have kids? Her reply..... “It is100% my fault” this was the first time in my life that I said it is time to let her go....she will eventually hate me (even though I offered numerous alternative to have a child).
With that said she did make it easier to part ways the short version.... I caught her cheating and I played it out. She always covered it up by having sex with me mostly because the fertility drugs made her extremely horny.
She was missing in action on a Saturday I knew she was with her boyfriend, most likely she was screwing him al day. She came home wanted to take a shower and I playfully stopped her, I got her in bed to check to see if her pussy was wet above normal. She was still horny so she went along, I slid my hand in her sexy silky string bikini panties that she usually wears when we mess around, but wore to work!
She was very slippery, I wanted more proof, I went to go down on her and she tried to block me, she never says no to oral sex, I slid her panties down she tried to pull them back up and I held her hands playfully and said not a chance I am going to lick your pussy, by the way she always liked when I was the aggressor, and we have role played forced sex resisting me undressing her, which she really got into. I always kept In mind she was my wife and never hurt her in any way it was playful.
She continued to block me saying she wanted to kiss me, I ignored her and my mouth went right on her pussy and I could taste sperm in her pussy, I was pissed but for some reason it turned me on knowing my wife the girl next door was about to have sex with two guys on one day! I had her juices and sperm all over my mouth and half my face and kissed her just like she wanted, just so she could taste the sperm from the guy before and let her know I tasted it to. I was anger and was fucking her hard so she would get the message that I knew, It was far from a loving fuck. I kissed her again and she was at the brink of having another orgasm.... and I said you love being fucked by two guys in one day don’t you! She didn’t reply she just said fuck me harder.
She went on to cheating even after she begged for another chance.
Our last day together after we we split for eight months she was over and asked if we could play one more time.... I said if we do it is my rules, no turning back, and no mercy fuck, that I would treat her like a slut not a wife, and that it would be a revenge fuck. I was honest and could careless if she agreed or declined. She said that she still loved me and understood the rules.
She was handcuffed to the head board with all of her clothes on, as I was stripping her she was wearing sexy lingerie just like she would wear when we were married one piece teddy and thigh highs and tiny little string thong underneath that was crawling up her ass. I stripped her, put nipple clips on her and fucked her with a big dildo to start off. I then blind folded her and put a ball gag in her mouth, I then Inserted a butt plug in her ass which she tried to fight, I then teased her with my cock, and worked the butt plug in even further, she came multiple times I pulled my cock out removed the ball gag and came all over her face pushing my cum in her mouth. She was squirming for more so I fucked her again with a large dildo she was acting like a horny slut, as soon as she came I fucked her again. I then put the ball gag back on her and fucked her again with the dildo. This last for about six hours. I finally let her up and she said that was the most intense sex she ever had.