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I love you.I love you. I love you ...S. We have been together for over 7 years now and I have yet to show for any of them. Everything is the complete opposite in what I thought they would be now. I left home again for the umpteenth time to make this relationship work, and I am trying to hold on....everyday. I am suffocating here, its a racist town, no one is friendly, I am tired of the stares and the faux dispositions of everyone, including your family. I know deep inside they don't want their smart, successful, handsome Italian son to be with someone like me. I fake like I am happy around them when really I am not, I know they are disappointed, it makes me sad, depressed, and empty when I think of it. I feel like a part of me melts away everyday. I have to feel sad because I am who I am, this world is cruel. I am only trying to stick this through because I love you and I am too selfish to let you go because I know you will be far more happier with someone else. I want to have your baby and grow old with you, but it seems like this world is too cruel enough to let us.
I hope things get better. If not, I will never forget you, S.
Posted 2 months ago
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