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[459] Depressed

I’m a 22 years old, good looking, italian boy.

I read the posts on this site everytime I feel sad, that means in every moment.

I’m so depressed.
The girlfriend I loved cheated on me, she hurt me so much, I had to leave her after I tried to pardon her. She’s a bitch, but at least she was caring.

Now I am worried of girls, but also I desperatly need someone that is caring with me.

I started “college” two years ago, I am not studying but I don’t want to work, because I want a work that satisfies me, not a common one.

I am very good in writing, but I don’t do anything that going to a stupid, temporary job and losing time playing computer games.

I am too sensitive, and for that people thinks that i act strangely. I have few friends, and only one of them that I really like to stay with.

I’m falling in love for the girlfriend of a friend. She’s not so beautiful, but she’s really really intelligent and educated.
I am pretty and I could have all the girls I want, but I like only inttelligent, educate and sensible ones. Not like my ex.

I love my family, but they don’t completly understand me. And they are right always telling me that I’m waisting my life.

I don’t see a future for me.
I’m a failiure. In everything.
Writing, gaming and drinking too much are the only things that I can do.

I don’t know why I’m writing this here. I would like someone of you to help me. But noone, obviously, can.


Posted 9 months ago

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