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[1237] I wanted to say but grouphug didn't work.
Sometimes when I eat food, I have the urge to make my self throw it up.I have a 25inch waist.. I got that from being picky with what I ate, doing these weird exercises and walking alot.
Afew times I tried to make myself throw up when I ate too much and felt ridiculously sick.. I half did but like stopped myself and couldn't.
Before christmas I didn't eat for 2 whole days basically, and it's the best feeling I have had in so long. I felt pure.
I gave up after a while, my parents didn't notice while I was doing it. Now they say they do when I'm not.. I'm eating like a fucking pig. I feel so chubby when I eat that much.
But exercise and good food is the way forward I guess, but it doesn't feel good being slim.
I want to be skinny, like bony.. BONES ARE BEAUTIFUL to me.
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Posted 5 months ago
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